I don't even want to write what i've eaten today :(
i feel so ashamed of myself.
I miss cutting so much. it's just ... my boyfriend.
he's amazing and he wouldn't be mad, or break up with me or anything like that. he'd just be worried and i love him too much to feel comfortable making him worry.
but my friend told me that if you put olive oil on scars while they're healing (so i guess before they get to scars) it doesn't leave a mark, or as bad of a mark. so to be honest, i kind of feel like i HAVE to try it out. i just need to. i don't know what to do with myself now i'm trying not to cut :(
it's not even like my boyfriend has told me to stop, he's supportive of me whatever i do. (obviously doesn't support the cutting but you know) i just feel like i should stop to benefit him.

anyway -

 

 

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