i feel absolutely shit :( i can't stop thinking about what my ex boyfriend said, he's such a fucking prick he hasnt' got a fucking clue what he's making me feel like, he just says it over msn and he would never in a million years be man enough to say that in person to me, i wish i could bump in to him just to show him that i'm not hte coward he is and i would say everything i said to him the other night on msn in person. he's a fucking PRICK i absolutely hate him he has fucked me up so much i can't st op thinking about waht he said and ARGHH i am such a fat cow i hate myself :'(