oh my GOD i'm trying to not eat and my mum comes home makes me try her cooking for her dinner party on friday (DREAD DREAD DREAD) and gives me this mochachino thing which i'm assuming is ful lto the BRIM of calories, not only that but it had whipped cream and chocolate on the top and i HAD to drink it because she was being so nice to me.

dear god. and we've got to go to my gran's tonight too. i feel so fat :( i can't wait to do exercise. i'm notgonna get chance tomorrow cause nathan is home (i'm not complaining really) i'll have to wait until thursday. :(

need some weed!