okay, so continuing on from yesterday's news, i have blocked and deleted my boyfriend from every method of communicating with me on the internet. i have also deleted his number. he does live in the same town as me, but there's no way he's man enough to say anything like that in person.

anyway, today i'm trying not to eat because of the fact i went for a meal last night and my boyfriend is home tomorrow and i want a flat stomach when i see him.
HOWEVER. my gran is cooking a meal this evening. the good thing is, i can decide whether i want to go or not. of course i don't , but i really want to see my grandparents :( i rarely see them nowadays and i miss them a lot. i just literally do NOT want the meal. i guess i could go easy on the gravy, have a small amount and have fruit for pudding.

i'll ask my mum about it. it sounds crazy but she understand the whole 'healthy eating' and cutting back lark. she's doing it herself. she's locked the easter eggs in the shed now! thank the lord.