yayyyyy i swam half a mile! however i've also had an omlete :( not good. and i'm feeling a bit like i'm on the verge of a binge.


anyway, my boyfriend sent me a letter and i'm going to type the last paragraph here because it's beautiful.

What the hell am i going to do if you die? i honestly dont' think i could physically move on ever. 10 days has been too long. so waht the fuck would i do with the whole of my life? what if i am to spend the rest of my life with you? imagine that. i feel like i actually depend on that right now. i want to watch titanic again. probs alone but with you close enough by so that i can hug you to show you how grateful i am to have you in my life and to feel safe that you're there. i cried for half an hour last time i watched it. i feel i could bring renewed vigour to that now that i have fallen so deeply in love that i'm not sure you'll ever leave my heart.


:') i'm so in love.

but i'm fat too, so i need to stop eating! monday.